go to sleep!! Its 4.30 am....
Áine was awake at 3.37 - dirty nappy but now refuses to sleep and i seem to be immune too..... hesitant to feed her .....
She was so cute yesterday, made the best noises in the car, singing to herself - i could almost hear Baa Baa Black sheep LOL What a joy she is (although not right now....).
Soon our festive holidays together will be over. Its been so great spending time with her, all of us and i think that she has really come on. Lots of talking sounds and movement - god help us when she really moves! It makes me sad to think she is back off to nursery although i know she loves it there. I couldnt stay at home full time, for many reasons and the most obvious is the financial but a little more time at home would be good and i hate to say it i feel it would be beneficial... But what can i do, its just no feasible to do 4 days, money wise and that makes me sad. I feel like i (and Áine) will be missing out.... perhaps if id planned better in life.
No time for what if's! Got to just get on with it.....
please baby, go to sleep...
At last she sleeps.... i have to say that i wouldnt miss these moments for the world, staring down at my gorgeous girl, wondering what she will turn out to be and feeling the most amazing love.... wondering how i gave birth to such an amazing gift.... ah, tiredness... delerium!
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