Oh my good god.... just priced up a little party for Áine...
Looking at 24 kids (15 under 1) and about 30 adults so cant do at home..... its £15.95 for kids!! (£3 for adults....altho we get 10 free....)
Its her first party (and her bloody last til she is 18) but that is the min numbers!!
Sunday, 9 January 2011
Friday, 7 January 2011
Sad day
My baby crawled today for the first time and I missedit and it hurts like hell ..... What I wouldn't give to be with her. I am missing so many important firsts in her life And I feel like a failure.in so many ways I know I am so lucky but what price being able to spend the formative years with your one and only child. I feel so angry right now but where will that get me?? Nowhere. There is nothing I can do and I'm devastated. Off to cry...
Wednesday, 5 January 2011
Low day :-(
Having a low day today :-(
must be the January blues?? and lack of alcohol LOL. Áine was so smiley and kissy when i picked her up from nursery yesterday... not the same today. Perhaps it was because it was that little bit later.
Im finding it a struggle to be at work and separated from her all day, its really making me sad but what can i do?? Finances dictate....
Im off to bed soon - hopefully better tomorrow...
must be the January blues?? and lack of alcohol LOL. Áine was so smiley and kissy when i picked her up from nursery yesterday... not the same today. Perhaps it was because it was that little bit later.
Im finding it a struggle to be at work and separated from her all day, its really making me sad but what can i do?? Finances dictate....
Im off to bed soon - hopefully better tomorrow...
Monday, 3 January 2011
Good friends are priceless
What a great day today!
Whiled away a couple of hours in the coffee shop with some good friends. It was the best day!!
Whiled away a couple of hours in the coffee shop with some good friends. It was the best day!!
Sunday, 2 January 2011
Oh Baby....
go to sleep!! Its 4.30 am....
Áine was awake at 3.37 - dirty nappy but now refuses to sleep and i seem to be immune too..... hesitant to feed her .....
She was so cute yesterday, made the best noises in the car, singing to herself - i could almost hear Baa Baa Black sheep LOL What a joy she is (although not right now....).
Soon our festive holidays together will be over. Its been so great spending time with her, all of us and i think that she has really come on. Lots of talking sounds and movement - god help us when she really moves! It makes me sad to think she is back off to nursery although i know she loves it there. I couldnt stay at home full time, for many reasons and the most obvious is the financial but a little more time at home would be good and i hate to say it i feel it would be beneficial... But what can i do, its just no feasible to do 4 days, money wise and that makes me sad. I feel like i (and Áine) will be missing out.... perhaps if id planned better in life.
No time for what if's! Got to just get on with it.....
please baby, go to sleep...
At last she sleeps.... i have to say that i wouldnt miss these moments for the world, staring down at my gorgeous girl, wondering what she will turn out to be and feeling the most amazing love.... wondering how i gave birth to such an amazing gift.... ah, tiredness... delerium!
Áine was awake at 3.37 - dirty nappy but now refuses to sleep and i seem to be immune too..... hesitant to feed her .....
She was so cute yesterday, made the best noises in the car, singing to herself - i could almost hear Baa Baa Black sheep LOL What a joy she is (although not right now....).
Soon our festive holidays together will be over. Its been so great spending time with her, all of us and i think that she has really come on. Lots of talking sounds and movement - god help us when she really moves! It makes me sad to think she is back off to nursery although i know she loves it there. I couldnt stay at home full time, for many reasons and the most obvious is the financial but a little more time at home would be good and i hate to say it i feel it would be beneficial... But what can i do, its just no feasible to do 4 days, money wise and that makes me sad. I feel like i (and Áine) will be missing out.... perhaps if id planned better in life.
No time for what if's! Got to just get on with it.....
please baby, go to sleep...
At last she sleeps.... i have to say that i wouldnt miss these moments for the world, staring down at my gorgeous girl, wondering what she will turn out to be and feeling the most amazing love.... wondering how i gave birth to such an amazing gift.... ah, tiredness... delerium!
Saturday, 1 January 2011
Soo veryyy tired :-(
what a day - feeling my age!! late to bed, up at 7.30 and a long walk before 11. Relaxing with family and back home now.... Áine had some mega naps so hope she sleeps tonite! Daddy is up there now... to express or to not express.... hmm i am stopping BUT ive not done it for two days and im not hurting as much as i was so i guess there is no need to do it.
Hard habit to break though, i guess my little girl isnt so little anymore - now thats hard to deal with especially as she will be my one and only - that makes me sad :-(
Hard habit to break though, i guess my little girl isnt so little anymore - now thats hard to deal with especially as she will be my one and only - that makes me sad :-(
New Year... New Start...
Dry january begins!! Boo!!
Aine and i toddled off for a 4.5 mile power walk this morning - what a start! and it rained so i got very wet LOL... she had a 20 min nap - typical! Bring it on 2011!
Aine and i toddled off for a 4.5 mile power walk this morning - what a start! and it rained so i got very wet LOL... she had a 20 min nap - typical! Bring it on 2011!
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